My life as I know it was turned upside down in December 19, 2014. This day I will never forget looking out the office door to seeing traffic stopped . I opened the office door to look to see what was going. When I looked to the end of my drive and my worse fear had actually happened My grandpa was laying in the road I thought maybe in had fell. My grandpa who had raised me since I was 2 was checking my mail like he did every day .When he turned around to go back across the road and apparently he did not see the log truck coming he walked into the side of the truck . I never in a million years thought he would leave me that way . I have learned to cope with him not being around . Holidays are hard and the kids miss him terribly . I really needed to write this to just get it off my chest. I miss you papa ! Tell I see you again.